Well, when you tell people that you don't want  to re-enlist they throw all sorts of intresting things at you.  Lately I have been doing some thinking, the reason that I want to get out in the first place was friends and family, I want my old life back.  That is pretty hard to achieve however due to me growing up and not really having a plan.  When I go home all I want to do is party it up, this is something that i can achieve on leave, 30 days is a long time.  So now that I have realized that what to do.  I was talking to one of my buddies here and he told me that it is like I have already walked away from that life when I joined the military and there is no going back, who is to say that my friends would even except me?  I dont think that everything will be all peachy like I think, that will wear off after a month.  I was offered K9 school, that means that from April to July I will be in Texas learning how to work with dogs, and then it is a piece of cake four years, only six month deployments, and I dont do crap on them.  Not to mention when state side I dont have to deal with military bullshit.  Sonow I am caught in an intresting predicament, how to tell my friends and family that after I come home in January it is back to Georgia for good.  My best friend Dixie is going to be the hardest and maybe she will take it as good as my mom and dad did, they know that if I were to get out, I would go slipping down that old path of fucking around and this way after four years I get tons of experience and I will be 25-26 when I get out and that is plenty young.  Well that is it for now, see ya